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For me, this has so much emotion in it. 
Ive been a jrock fan since 2007 (It was Alice Nine’s Jewels that pulled me in) but I had friends who teased me for listening to “such weird music”. I never felt as if I was a part of the group since they would always talk about English music which i had no clue about any of that. 

So in 2008 I stopped listening to Jrock. (Note this: I had just been a Jrockfan for a year!)
I turned on the radio and started listening to what they called “normal music”.
I was finally one of them, I was in the group for real. But you know what, I wasn’t happy. 

But in April 2009 I was searching for something on YouTube when i accidentally opened a video with Alice Nine’s Tsubasa. It was really emotional. And i remember thinking Why am i fooling myself? Why am i trying so hard to be someone I’m not?

With these thoughts in my head I confronted my friends and told them the truth. 
And you know what? That was the best thing I’ve ever done in my whole life! Not only was I true to myself but my friends actually understood and they told me that they didnt care the least if i liked Japanese music. They liked me for being me.

So every time I see this quote 
“If one day, you drift away from us, from our place, we’ll definitely stretch out, grab your hand and pull you back.”
I feel like crying because it’s true and I’m deeply thankful for that their music have shaped me into what I am today. 



3 weeks ago with 5 notes
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